I asked my mom when we got in the car
why the woman in the waiting room lowered herself
so slowly
as if something in her would break
I shifted my lollipop from left cheek to right
and my mom said:
“she was pregnant–
you have to be ginger”
so I asked her if she sat slowly when she held me
and when I got on the bus the next morning
I practiced lowering myself down with my hands
and I held my breath over each bump
because I felt like that might help too

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